You don't have to go tonight
We can hide under sheets beneath the moon
The world, for one night, can fair without you
Because in this moment, I hope it to last forever
And if I counted how many times I've fallen in love
I'd have to ask how many times I've looked in those eyes
The ones that paralyze my ambition, place me in submission
This is the feeling I've spent so long looking for
Having possession of this feeling births a new fear
A fear hidden deep with in me, a fear of a life without you
But the more I try to protect it, the slippery it gets
My worse enemy the door you walk through
Everyday I'm learning to trust, something u
I think your smile is one of the most beautiful things I've seen
It's almost damn near impossible to describe but it is gorgeous
As a matter of fact, everything about you seems to be that way
That smile is something no man could ever grow tired of seeing
And that laugh, oh God, that laugh I can still remember vividly
I'd compare it to the sound of angels singing but it's sweeter
Your eyes are the gateway to hours upon hours of captivation
I could willingly lose myself in that gaze and never complain
They are the embodiment of what you are, beauty and strength
Amazing to be so radiant that one could spend endless amounts of time
Outl
Allow me to give up
Stop this fighting
There is no need to push forward
For once, I am tired
I've lost sight of where I was going
And now I move for the sake of motion
I couldn't tell you when the last time was
The last time I knew myself
I'm a screw up, an overrated jerk
Lost in a sea of insecurities
Sometimes I wish I could fade away
Fall of the face of the earth
I have to be perfect, I have to be
If I'm not the best then I failed
For me, I can't seem to acknowledge second place
Even thought I try so hard, nothing works
All eyes feel like their on me
Piercing into my fragile soul
Looking for all the pain I hide
Dragging
I'm sick of all the sad
My emotions have run dry
On this late Saturday morning
I, for once, have no words
Maybe It's this art that afflicts us
This cursed talent that conflicts us
Or this could be just another excuse
There could no longer be a muse
I don't know how I got so defeated
Clinging to the past like a sliver of hope
And I know I should just let go
However, this is all I know
I've seen many of a great things
More of which seem unworthy of mention
That is the category I pegged myself within
This low point may have been what was needed to begin
My dreams too grand for one life time
Hopes that could fill even of the most
I'm not allowed but I feel bad
A passing word out the door
Simple phrases said to fill a void
Missing you has become complicating
However this is what I have done
I can't seem to meet someone new
Small talk isn't small at all
And I can't seem to make any moves
Feels as if I've lost touch with anything real
But boys aren't allowed to speak how they feel
There could have been a million things to say
Nothing that was wanted to be heard
So the silence remains and the time moves slower
A heartache leads to a heart break
This is all I know, this is what I know best
Hard to believe that I have a heart too
It must have come to a surprise
Shocking to know that I have a soul
But you dig your nails deep
And you don't see, I bleed
You have to have your way
It's what I tell myself
Because we all know, you can't be the blame
So let me hold this cross
I'll walk this road, toe to toe
So now this is all over
I am the hated, I am the wrong
But I accept that, I'll take that
I can't, for the life of me, fight
So once again drive your knife
Time will pass and I may be forgotten
A distant memory of heartache
But I don't want to see your face again
Not because I have any ill contempt for you
I just do
Lost in space
Can't take this place
A cry for help
It befalls deaf ears
They hear the sound
Just can't make out the noise
Plain as day
No, oh no, she can't stay
A broken heart
Buried in a place no one can see
Blinded by the bright lights
Just can't be seen
Talk to me
Tell me everything
An empty conversation
That's what this has become
My words hold no merit
Just can't speak
Take a piece of me
Kind of like a memory
Something you can hold
Never did what you were told
Happy all the time
And time was ever escaping
But your still trying to grab a hold
Life is hard when you have a heart of gold
Stranger than strange
Yet abnormally normal
You don't feel extraordinary
Just extra ordinary
Don't fret over countless regrets
Try to understand
We do what we can
Failure is a bitter sweet mixed drink
So that makes us all Alcoholics
I'm addicted to this prescription
If I could ask anything it would be
Take all of me
You don't have to go tonight
We can hide under sheets beneath the moon
The world, for one night, can fair without you
Because in this moment, I hope it to last forever
And if I counted how many times I've fallen in love
I'd have to ask how many times I've looked in those eyes
The ones that paralyze my ambition, place me in submission
This is the feeling I've spent so long looking for
Having possession of this feeling births a new fear
A fear hidden deep with in me, a fear of a life without you
But the more I try to protect it, the slippery it gets
My worse enemy the door you walk through
Everyday I'm learning to trust, something u
I think your smile is one of the most beautiful things I've seen
It's almost damn near impossible to describe but it is gorgeous
As a matter of fact, everything about you seems to be that way
That smile is something no man could ever grow tired of seeing
And that laugh, oh God, that laugh I can still remember vividly
I'd compare it to the sound of angels singing but it's sweeter
Your eyes are the gateway to hours upon hours of captivation
I could willingly lose myself in that gaze and never complain
They are the embodiment of what you are, beauty and strength
Amazing to be so radiant that one could spend endless amounts of time
Outl
Allow me to give up
Stop this fighting
There is no need to push forward
For once, I am tired
I've lost sight of where I was going
And now I move for the sake of motion
I couldn't tell you when the last time was
The last time I knew myself
I'm a screw up, an overrated jerk
Lost in a sea of insecurities
Sometimes I wish I could fade away
Fall of the face of the earth
I have to be perfect, I have to be
If I'm not the best then I failed
For me, I can't seem to acknowledge second place
Even thought I try so hard, nothing works
All eyes feel like their on me
Piercing into my fragile soul
Looking for all the pain I hide
Dragging
I'm sick of all the sad
My emotions have run dry
On this late Saturday morning
I, for once, have no words
Maybe It's this art that afflicts us
This cursed talent that conflicts us
Or this could be just another excuse
There could no longer be a muse
I don't know how I got so defeated
Clinging to the past like a sliver of hope
And I know I should just let go
However, this is all I know
I've seen many of a great things
More of which seem unworthy of mention
That is the category I pegged myself within
This low point may have been what was needed to begin
My dreams too grand for one life time
Hopes that could fill even of the most
I'm not allowed but I feel bad
A passing word out the door
Simple phrases said to fill a void
Missing you has become complicating
However this is what I have done
I can't seem to meet someone new
Small talk isn't small at all
And I can't seem to make any moves
Feels as if I've lost touch with anything real
But boys aren't allowed to speak how they feel
There could have been a million things to say
Nothing that was wanted to be heard
So the silence remains and the time moves slower
A heartache leads to a heart break
This is all I know, this is what I know best
Hard to believe that I have a heart too
It must have come to a surprise
Shocking to know that I have a soul
But you dig your nails deep
And you don't see, I bleed
You have to have your way
It's what I tell myself
Because we all know, you can't be the blame
So let me hold this cross
I'll walk this road, toe to toe
So now this is all over
I am the hated, I am the wrong
But I accept that, I'll take that
I can't, for the life of me, fight
So once again drive your knife
Time will pass and I may be forgotten
A distant memory of heartache
But I don't want to see your face again
Not because I have any ill contempt for you
I just do
Lost in space
Can't take this place
A cry for help
It befalls deaf ears
They hear the sound
Just can't make out the noise
Plain as day
No, oh no, she can't stay
A broken heart
Buried in a place no one can see
Blinded by the bright lights
Just can't be seen
Talk to me
Tell me everything
An empty conversation
That's what this has become
My words hold no merit
Just can't speak
I stare blankly at you.
You've just made a joke.
You're grinning.
I think you want approval from me,
So I smile.
I laugh a little and turn away.
Together we walk,
Side by side.
Parallel to one another.
I know we laugh.
We joke and occasionally sing,
But I can't help but feel so...distant from you.
From everyone.
My image covers up the truth when it's told.
I was secured in one's eyes,
As a joke.
I told of pain and was carried through a field,
Each stick of grass sharp and misleading.
I ended up lost.
The only pain recognised was my physical.
Even then,
Who cared?
The only ones who would, didn't see.
And they might never
and truth is this is writtin on a napkin
in some cafe down in houstin
and i keep spilling coffe on the edges
cuz i cant i cant quit talking, no
(dont buy it, dont buy it, maybe im lying, im lying in it)
ive got the jitters, on top of teenage angst
its a recepe for disaster,
cuz picked up this pen to diliberatly stab you in the back with it
oh my god no,
(dont buy it, dont buy it, maybe im lying, im lying in it)
(dont buy it, dont buy it, maybe im lying, im lying in it)
call me a hypocrite
i bet i get over it,
faster then the scars you left,
on every single chest your head layed rest
and its harsh i know,
i just thought you nee
Leave.
Please, just go.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm tired of this constant pain,
The dull ache in my heart ain't gettin' any better.
And I don't think I can keep fighting myself on writing that final letter,
And honestly, I don't wanna die.
So I think it'd be a whole lot sounder,
If I didn't have to see you around the town.
Pretty please, just leave.
Is that the sunlight or the street-light?
I count three lines
Maybe four
I venture to another room
To find a window without a veil
A single staring star sits solemnly
It's light has reached us this early morning
My presence and mind needed to be active in one and a half hours
But my mind won't shut down for the night
So I seek happiness through the valleys of my fantasies
And I wish to become spirit bound
In an adventure unlike what I'm used to.